I'm gonna be a hero.

So I'm 25

So I've done a lot of things that I'm not proud of

So my mistakes define who I'm gonna be

So I'm to old to dream

So I'm to old to think that I can make a diffrence

So I'm gonna be a fucking hero. You're gonna hear about me on your local news channel. I refuse to settle for anything less. I've got a whole lotta amazing abilities that make me who I am. If my "amazing abilities" are just my imagination, good, cause it's my imagination that will keep me standing on the bones of giants, well past the time you are gone. Everyone looks at a child, and accepts thier dreams and imagination, as nothing more than that, "dreams and imagination." I FOR ONE, am keeeping my childish imagination, and my childish dreams intact. I refuse to think anything else. :: Closes eyes, and holds hands to ears ::

"NYAAAAAA NYAAAAAAA I CAN"T HEAR YOU."

I'm a mistake... I'm a failure... I'm the one caught with the prints on the gun... I'm the one that does nothing right.... I'm the one that's going to change the future.

I'm the one that's going to change YOUR future...

Jake - But your ego obscures reality says:

I'm not surprised. With a propensity for crime comes an intensity of conviction that can't help but spill into other aspects of life.

Jake - But your ego obscures reality says:
I can't tell you the number of nights I've walked the streets frustrated and tired wishing you still lived up this way cuz then I would have a place to crash for the evening or at least go and sit up and bullshit until the wee hours of morning :)

>Jake - But your ego obscures reality says>
:) You are a better person than you think you are Mr. Marcus.

A man's intellegence shouldn't be measured by how much he knows... I mans intellegence should be measured by how much he doesn't know. It should be measured by how much he is able to see how little he knows... OR even better, his (or her) ability to see the limits of thier perspective. The smartest (and quite possibly) the most level headed person I know is Jake. For Jake to give me a compliment means more to me than anyone could imagine... I've learned lessons as a "felon in learing," is take care of your own. (This is a lesson thatI have learned better than most. I've stood in front of a judge or "specialist detective" three times, always asking, "If you tell us who was with you, we'll cut your sentence."

Let me tell you.... you don't have the balls to tell them, "to fuck off." Well I did. Just like a Steve McQueen movie.

I will always be willing to sacrifice for Jake. I will take care of Jake, and his family like they are "me and mine." I could never hope to be as good of people as Jake and his family. So the possibility of a sacrafice of me and mine, (or my life, or anything important to me) would seem insignificant in comparison, cause Jake and Sarah, and thier little one would be worth any sacrifice to me.

Mr. Jake, I take some solice in the fact that you won't see this, but not only do I got your back, but I would take "too much" enjoyment in slowly carving up any asshole that ever threatened you and yours.

Were talking, a pair of pliers, a sharp knife, a shovel, my boots, several plastic trashbags, a good trunk, a hole in the desert, lemon juice, a Beretta 9mm, a bag of limestone, garden cutters, a coat hanger, a mathmatically accomidating length of rope, brass knuckles, lighter fluid, and a leatherman, all at your disposal. When (if) you need it that is.

Mr. Marcus, Showing his colors

I guess a HERO is all in the persepective. Eye of the beholder and all that shit.