So this is a test...

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So I'm Thinking...

So I'm thinking that the way to understand my life is through a quippy song, or through some endlessly clever slogan pushed upon us by the beer companies. I learned tonight that it's something much more insane. Understanding my life is better done thought a first generation American, or second generation German.

My problems

I don't share my feelings

I need to work on my confidence.

I need to stop working ONLY for accolades.

I need to get out and make an effort.

I shouldn't categorize people.

I need to share with the people close to me.

I need to stop analyzing

Don't use others as a fall back

Let things go

Don't care what people think.

Stop assuming blame.

See people as a whole.

And most of all, I've got time to do it, to keep me

from doing it my entire life.


This is what an exhausted, bi polar, Post traumatic stress disordered, with generalized anxiety, and panic attacks with agoraphobic has to do to get his life straightened out. It's sad, it seems so obvious now.

::Slaps forehead::