So... I after reading through my posts

I thought I should elaborate.

I'm in a four year, Texas State University, for psychology. I'm no longer on any kind of probation, and I'm no longer a felon. I'm just a weak old, misdemeanor kinda guy.

I'm still somewhat on tilt. I talk to few people from where I used to live, or where i got in trouble at.

I'm smoking again. I'm clean, and for those that go to NA, i'm not clean, I drink. I've got new sheets on my bed.

I'm failing in my beliefs that people in general are "decent."

I do something everyday, something very special, and very out of my way, that will make someones day, week, or month, regardless of thier decency.

I dont' believe in organized religion, but am agnostic. (if more than 5 people believe in something, it has to be wrong.) I smell broccoli. I will survive, (as long as I know how to love, i will stay alive) I still game. (video)

I'm an ex felon, and my sis is a lawyer, my ex best friend is a cop.

I'm sane, my ex's aren't.

I refuse to watch any television shows that are weekly episodes, I'm that impatient. I still love movies. I still love quotes. I play a lot of pokerstars.

I still live in a hellish nightmare, but I refuse to quit trying to make things better.

So things are better.

Mister Marcus